I tried reviving my blog too many times, each time it failed. Because I'm too busy to even handle it. Even now that I'm always home, there are just way too much things to be doing and TOO MUCH DRAMAS TO CATCH UP...
Then again, I could feel the fear creeping up time to time. I sort of have no idea what's my next move is. Ice-cream cafe? Work? Study? I clueless therefore I decided to use a fortune teller to instigate me. Option chosen: Study first. 2 years in like SIM? Hmmmm... can I even get in?
Right now, I'm so comfortable meeting friends and staying at home. Not having to meet new people, strangers or even feel uncomfortable with those assholes in schools. But reality will come crashing soon whereby once the cycle will start. Strangers-friends-good friends-assholes-strangers. I hate that uncomfortable/ awkward feeling when I saw someone that I stopped talking to. I hope SIM wouldn't have such assholes.
Sigh, I can't see myself in the future.